Okoroh (Unleash)

I see flashes;

flashes of metal.

Bound.

Gagged.

Whips.

Chains.

I see flashes of me.

Nekisha CD Lewis

13.12.2012

Listen to it here: https://soundcloud.com/nekishacdlewis/okoroh-unleash 

Beautiful, you are my World

I can’t promise you the World;

but I can promise to embed your heart
 into my soul

for, beautiful, 
you are my World.

I take comfort in rising 
tangled in a web of 
your arms, legs and quiet breathing;

body nestled comfortably within your frame.

You are my daily dose of vitamins;
my very own happy pills.

High on the taste of happiness 
derived from the sweetness of your kiss.

You are the jolt of energy needed to start my day;

my purpose to live each day with enthusiasm

knowing that the way my day started 
will be the way my night ends -

lovingly tangled within 
your arms, legs and (not so) quiet breathing.

You have becoming the reason I smile 
for no reason other than being truly content.

Your kind ways and gentle nature

captivates my thoughts daily.

Your voice, like balm, 
soothes my spirit

and my World literally falls into place 
when I’m with you.

The one thing I can promise you 
without fault,

is to love you 
- fiercely and selfishly;

I will love you the way every good man 
deserves to be loved 
- with every bit of me.

Never will you feel lacking 
– lovingly or otherwise.

I promise to never take you 
nor your affections for granted

neither to ever let the magic 
between us wane.

Because, beautiful, 
you are my World.

Nekisha CD Lewis

16/09/2012

I Love Him.

I love him.

Even when my heart

shed tears of loneliness

and my soul lull in ruin

as it lay dormant in isolation

filled to overflowing

with the scent of emptiness;

which stinks.

I love him.

Even as my body recoils into its self

from lack of physical contact

with that which it desires most

- him.

And my mind quiver with memories

entwined with wishes, wants, wills -

wishing 

- (inaudibly)

wanting 

- (possessively)

willing 

- (unsuccessfully)

for my being to accept

the situation to which I contently concede.

Because I love him.

So I wait (im)patiently for him.

Nekisha CD Lewis

14/7/2012

I Wrote Him a Love Letter

With blue ink to white paper

I wrote him a love letter.

Handwritten;

not computerized generic letters.

Pouring the essence of me into it

with the stroke of every letter

and the curve of every word.

Every line carried tenderness

every sentence echoed love.

With blue ink to white paper

I wrote him a love letter.

I wrote about the evening we met

and about the moment I knew my heart was his.

I wrote about the many good memories I had

that would never have cemented a place in my heart

had it not been for him.

I wrote of the moments he wiped my tears;

even those sometimes caused by him.

I wrote of the moments I held him while he wept, silently;

silent tears sometimes inflicted by me.

I included the memory of the first time we held hands 

– publicly

The first time our lips met 

– sweetly

The first time he touched me 

– awkwardly

The first time he loved me 

– tenderly.

I included the memorable moments we laughed

and those quiet moments where nothing was said

yet everything was heard.

With blue ink to white paper

I wrote him a love letter.

I wrote him a love letter because

I couldn’t bring myself to utter the words

I so tenderly wrote

  - Its over -

Nekisha CD Lewis

23.06.2012

i need you

i need you

i need you in a way that defies comprehension

my heart beats to the rhythm of restlessness

when we are apart 

my soul craves your embrace;

to rest in the comfortable presence of your being

to touch and be touched

and to feel complete 

the pieces of my world falls into place

when I’m with you

like cracker to jack you are my caramel sweet 

i need you 

not because I can’t live without you;

i can

but that would just be me – existing

and I rather share one breath with you  – living 

i need you 

not because i can’t live without you

but because it brings me pleasure not to

Naked

Ravish me. 

Bottom to top then back again

with pauses only in places

that necessitate special attention.

Slip me out of my inhibitions

gently

and lay my insecurities bare

to your gaze

and love me. 

Disrobe the layers of my intellect

tenderly

and wrap your heart

around my thoughts

and love me. 

Unbutton the faucets of my being

amorously

and allow yourself to be

filled to capacity by me

and love me. 

Strip me of my doubts

permanently. 

Let your fingertips

imbed their signature

on my flesh

as they trace a path to my heart

that only you can follow.

Ravish me.

Top to bottom then back again

with pauses only in places

that necessitate special attention.

Heart.

Mind.

Soul.

Naked to your love, baby, 

ravish me.



Nekisha CD Lewis
15.02.2012

Falling

Careless.

Silly.

Perhaps a little of both.

But my mind can’t deny

what my heart is translating to it.

Mesmerized by just the thought of you

and me

becoming us

indefinitely.

I’m falling.



But before I lose myself

caught up in the

essence of your being,

I hereby make

the conscious decision

to love you.



Nekisha CD Lewis
08/2/211

Untitled

Yesterday,

you stole the words

I love you

from the comfort of my lips.

Today,

I give them to you

willingly.

Nekisha CD Lewis

3.2.2012

Perfection

“Your stature is like a palm tree, and your breasts are like its clusters. I say I will climb the palm tree and lay hold of its fruit. Oh may your breasts be like clusters of the vine, and the scent of your breath like apples” - Song of Solomon 7:7-8 

Two moulds of 

perfectly round

perfectly shaped 

mocha chocolate breasts.

Anxiously awaiting their sprout

from perfectly rounded

to perfectly cream filled.

Full on the love

that takes one plus one

and makes three.

Perfection

in your eyes

is her filled to overflowing

with the abundance of your child.

Body transformed from

one plus one perfect

to a perfection that can

only be seen through the eyes

of the one who’s seed

has taken root within her.

Breasts laden.

Stomach enlarged.

What another may see as

defect in the making

You see as ultimate

and pure perfection.

For she is yours.

Your boulevard to

completion.

For her one 

plus your one

equals heart’s three.

Nekisha CD Lewis 30.1.2012

I Ache For You

Desire grips my body with a fierceness

that demands the attention of my every being.

Convulsing in a series of

wants, needs, aches, yearning

for that thing called you.

Not your body, you

But you, YOU.

My eyes desire to stare into yours

and send unspoken messages straight into the depth of your soul.

My fingers desire to trail over your flesh

and let my feelings for you be felt

in the easiness and tenderness of my touch.

My lips desire to press softly onto yours

and whisper sweet words of everything into you.

My body desires to be clothed in want

for nothing but you.

My heart desires to be injected

with the very fiber of you.

Desiring to love you with a passion

that defies comprehension,

that seeks more than the physical,

that reacts to a simple touch from you

as if you spoke the words of 

Songs of Solomon chapter 8 verse 6,

"Place me like a seal over your heart,

like a seal on your arm;

for love is as strong as death."

I ache for you.

I ache for the chance to

make love not only to your body

but to your soul.

To fill you to overflowing

with every filament of my being

that you have no desire for anything

but me.

I want you drunk

on the very thought of me.

High

from just the scent of me.

I want to cripple your desires

to only that of me.

I want to fulfill in you

your desires as well as your dreams.

Build a future with you

that embodies the best of WE.

I desire to love you.

Not your body, you

But you, YOU.

NCDL 15.1.12